The gorgeous Melanie Hiller and 6 year old, Grace. Melanie is the mother of two. Grace and her son, Holden who was still born at 37 weeks on 11/11/11. Both of Melanie's deliveries were via cesarean. Her first was scheduled but Melanie felt very uninformed from the medical people who she had entrusted her care. She went to the hospital after not feeling Holden move and learned he had passed away. She was again treated without dignity as she fought for a cesarean so she could get her boy earth side. Melanie touched a lot on the shame, guilt and feelings of failure that come with losing a baby in utero as well as how lacking the medical community can be in bereavement care immediately postpartum and beyond.