The amazing Alissa Colby and Lila (19 months). Alissa wasn't sure that she wanted to be a mother because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to connect with her baby. She is amazed at how naturally the connections have come both while she was pregnant and after her daughter was born. Alissa had a healthy pregnancy and an unmedicated hospital delivery. Lila has always been a great nurser and she and Alissa are still enjoying a breastfeeding relationship today.